"  I  all you have is land  things with wings can present themselves as a pretty big damn threat "



next week i now only have two  tests..... why do i confuse myself  ... I'm  tired, and ecstatic... 

 i fionished a few of my sketches / paintings which  for me is a great accomplishment that im sure knowone  will understnad  because to most its just soem paper and   sticks with color 


 magicalllll fucking color ....

  my boyfriend  james and i fight a lot .. it's   arousing ..

 i hate it , sometimes 

 he told me the  other day
 " people who love eachother  argue alot because they open up to eachotther  because they feel comfortable   telling eachother their exact feelings on any given situation and its a beautiful thing   because  youre so comfortable  with that person that  you don't hide anything ."

yesterday kamren and i i went to the getty  until  late .. hours adn hours of complete solitude from cars and  noises..

 The architecrture there is  perfection . 
They took down my favorite  painting , the farewell .

  this make me some what sad .